Thursday, March 15, 2012

i love _ _ _ _ _

I saw many Tee's saying "I ♥ HK", "I ♥ HIM" and many more. And when i get to Tinychat I changed my screen name to - ILove_ _ _ _ _ . I'm sorry i really can't reveal the name.

For A guy its not ALWAYS easy to say "I love YOU" either!

Most men have a difficult time also saying "I love YOU." They have met a wonderful girl and hopefully this is the one they will marry. But they may also feel, maybe she is just being nice to him, and not really into him as he is into her. So he is cautious, He has had his heart broken more than once.
In his heart he wants to say "I love YOU!", but what if she says, "sorry, lets just be Friends" that dreadful word "Friends."!!!

I have always said to self if a wonderful girl came into my life and we really liked each other..... and she came up to me and said "I LOVE YOU" PERIOD--I would know this is the gal for me - PERIOD!!!  and then she would have to say, NOW what are YOU going to do about it"!!! and I would respond---"get on my lap and lets kiss till we have no more lips left"!!!!  lol

So my thoughts would be for the girl to be straightforward and say "what the hell" tell the guy what you feel--he just might have those same feelings as she has for him. Even if they have just met---Karma is strange- sometimes you are meant to find each other and fall in love. Like two halves of a coin, once broken, they have found their way back to each other! Two souls that are destined to be together. They could look into each other's eyes and both know the moment is right to say at the very same moment-


Life is so strange, when you come to think about it, have you ever met someone and have felt you have known that person for a lifetime? A lifetime is short, don't wait, if you have indeed found your soulmate---TELL THEM!!!

I hope this advice helps you! :)

Tuesday, March 13, 2012


Why other people prefer long distance relationship? Is it because though they are in a relationship they can still do whatever they like? They can have 2 or more boyfriends / girlfriends? Is it because it is challenging? Is it because they're scared of peoples contact? or is it because they can prove how much they love their partners?

Most people find LDR as the hardest relationship, why? 'cause there are million of miles away from each other. And what makes this relationship hard is that you barely know that someone who they are eyeing with. But why do other people choose LDR? 

Because if they have this kind of relationship, they feel STRONG, They mean a lot more cause you two got a long long way with each other. Well, think about it, TRUST is the biggest thing in a relationship.If you can trust someone who lives a hundreds of miles away, then that's beautiiful. Sure you don't get to hug the person, to kiss your partner, wake up next to him/her but you get to talk to them, to hear them, and to also see them through technology.

Think about how amazing it's going to be when you finally get to meet and see them, and how perfect it's going to  be. You fight less, talk more. YOu cry less, Laugh more. They're beautiful and I salute and respect anyone who's in one. They're hard, really. they're harder than a lot of things. BUT THEY'RE WORTH IT IN THE END.

Why let distance ruin your feelings for someone? Feeling are feelings. Love is love. That's not gonna change.

[note: i dedicate this blog to my someone special who happens to be so far away. It hurts to be rejected and hear from him that he doesn't like LDR coz it's freakin' hard. but i hope even for a bit he changed his mind]



Wednesday, March 7, 2012

35 reasons why I LOVE YOU

  • I can be myself when I am with you.
  • Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us.
  • Because you make me feel like, like, like I have never felt before.
  • I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked.

  • Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive
  • You and me together, we can make magic.
  • We're a perfect match.
  • Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling.
  • Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead.
  • You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going.
  • You are simply irresistible
  • I love you because you bring the best out of me.

  • Your terrific sense of humor
  • Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beatheart
  • You're the one who holds the key to my heart
  • You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect).
  • You have taught me the true meaning of love.
  • Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything.
  • You are my theme for a dream.
  • I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
  • When I look into your eyes, I can see your heart.
  • Your love for me is a natural anti-depressant.

              • I love to hear your voice.Your love has helped me to rediscover myself. 
            • Your love is an effective anti-dote to despair. 
    • I love to wake up with you by my side...It makes my days better. 
    • You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what.
  • I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me.
  • I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid.
  • Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world.
  • You mean the world to me.
  • I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care.

  • I love the way you treasure the gifts that I gave you.
  • I love the way you patch up with me after a tumultuous fight.
  • And, of-course, your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me ;-)

Monday, March 5, 2012


ME + HER = Best Friend Forever

More people thinks that having a best friend isn't a good idea after all, some may think that best friends = enemies, why would people think this way? Because since the person knows a lot about you, they can easily get a chance to back fight about you when things get complicated between you and them. Well, we cannot blame this people since there are billion of people which we don't really know what's in there mind. i'm going to tell you a story, which is kind of similar but different. Why did i say that? Because before, i thought of her as my enemy since my ex-boyfriend left e because of her, but then i realize you won't really know a person unless you start talking and be crazy with them.

I talked to her like really serious, like i really need to know something important. She started replying to my chats, and I can feel she doesn't ignore at all. So, i start saying real things to her, like i never usually do. Then hours passes by, until we became Facebook friends and then i call her "sister" the first time, and confessed to her what i really feel that time, funny that this crazy girl didn't even say anything bad (unless she really needs to say it for me to grow up). We talked and talked and talked for a lot of times, then I started to grow feelings that she might be one of the people i knew, i know, and i will know sooner or later who'll be really true to me, I told her every single secret I have (even the deepest and darkest secret i had, that no one would ever know, except her). i know few of her dislikes and likes, well we all agreed to everything we think we have to decide on. She's also good giving advises to me especially the "LOVE" related ones.

What i really like about this girl is when i tell her a joke and she burst out of laughing, or if i told her a story and she keeps on laughing about it. In short I like it when i hear her laugh, it's like even in dreams i won't be forgetting it.

Right now, I'm really afraid of losing her, well, it sounds like I'm a guy and this is really unusual, but I'm so attached to my best friend who happens to be so far from me, and yes, that's possible to have someone as your best friend though you're thousand miles away. I can't stay for a day that I won't talk to her. I don't know if she's aware of it, but i know she is 'coz i always tell her so. I did had best friends near me, they're good but no ones better than her.

I always tell myself that, if I'm unfortunate in love and I'm lucky with money i guess, I'm also fortunate with friend, 'coz as I knew not long ago, soul mates doesn't always come to be "boy +  girl" sometimes "girl + girl" understand each other more, and that's how I feel. Like what I always tell her, "We know we will never be relative by blood, but in our Hearts and Soul and in the Eyes of God we know we are sisters."

I'm so much thankful that God given me a great lady (beside my mom and sister) to share stuffs with, to inspire and be inspired, to help and be helped, and to whom I can call real Friend.

For me "FRIEND" (word) means a lot to me, but if you'll ask me to define what Friend is I'll just say, "for me the real and true friend is 'Maria Alina' and that's her my best soul friend ever."

Friday, March 2, 2012


I'm sure i can still feel the love i used to give him. The love thats is always asking and begging for his love in return. I rested my head over his shoulder, i felt that he rested his head to mine. There's  something that i felt inside of me. a little bit of happiness behind my poker face.

I don't know what's really happening but i can feel his soul to mine. I can smell his fragrant that captures my broken heart even more. He made me laugh for hundreds times this day, and I know he doesn't know how much he made me happy. 

I was looking at him, the guy I used to love never failed to make me smile, I lay down on the bed to have a nap. For not a long moment, I can feel that he lay down beside me. I can feel how cold it was inside the small room. I turned my head back to see if his awake, and he was. "why aren't you sleeping yet?" he didn't answer. "I feel so cold." i said, "come here bok." and he hugged me. The hug really felt good. AS he hugs me, I feel myself really secure and protected, as if no one will ever hurt me as long as he holds me inside his arms. 

Kisses, I felt it. It was warm, it was so gentle, I never felt those feelings before. This guy is just really that good not to take advantage of me. "I got a lot of respect for you" my heart just burst out, I can feel my eyes is wet and I can feel that I'm going to cry very soon. I don't want him to see it so, "Can I just cry?". He gave me a warm hug again, and I cried. He let me cry in his shoulder, as I continue crying I can feel how much care he puts in his hug. Every tear drop means a lot. "Why didn't you stop me when I walked away?" I asked. "Because that's the right thing to do that time." That time? I just hope he really means that, the words that came into my mind was, That was the right thing to do that time, and what's the right thing now? Can we get back together?

I just felt everything was so right, I"m not in a relationship anymore so was he, so what's the point of stopping our feelings, but I know I need to understand him now. He need more time for the wound on his heart to be healed.

From now on, I will continue loving you, I'll help you if you think you can't do it. I know somehow you're confuse, cause I"m here and she's the one you love, I'll wait, I won't let it happen to us again. Thank you. All I can say for now is I'm hoping that you'll have a clear mind soon.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

YOU and I (inspired by YOU and I song)

you don't know when God, will surprise you.
You'll think that He doesn't care about you,
but He was just writing the best love story for you..

Sometimes you may not be expecting somebody to come to your life but what you usually feel when you fall in love might do something
that would change 
how you see things,
how you think,
how you appreciate
how you see yourself as a person,
and the whole you

you will sometimes see yourself doing things
you never done before,
you never expect to do,
you never see yourself to do

isn't it funny to feel things like this?
because feeling these things can make you realize....



Monday, December 19, 2011

new account

Pls. be informed that I'll be using this account instead of This new account will be used staring today. Thank you